12 weeks 1 day

I'm sorry for neglecting you little blog. For some reason, I let myself get comfortable and think that the time for serious worries was past. I still knew there would be plenty of worries but I hoped they would all be related to losing Reid and not any actual problems with the pregnancy. Well Saturday night showed me otherwise. I know that a small amount of blood is likely not a serious problem but I can't allow myself to be blindsided by disaster again. What ever happens at my scan on Thursday, won't I be better off if I am prepared for the worst?